geriatric associations

in a previous post of mine about diaper fetish, there was a comment from tessa klaren saying how she was more interested in geriatric incontinence. now i know what incontinence is, but i didn't really know what GERIATRIC incontinence was, so i typed it into google image search to see what i found.

i found this picture of a geriatric care patient simulator.

it would absolutely confuse a little girl if she got one like these for christmas.. and i obviously should never become a parent.

it reminds me a lot about when i went to see auschwitz and there was this room full of prostheses.
and later, probably inspired by that, i had a fever fantasy hallucination thing where i thought of myself as a pensioner completely made of prostheses.

then i found this strange doll in a charity shop that sort of embodied my confused thoughts on this subject, and i knew instantly that he was mine.

what i couldn't understand though, was that some child must have had him before me. i really think he's too grotesque for a child.

i don't know what i want to say with this, and maybe it's not important that i come to a conclusion; i only wanted to share a dark strange feeling i have of something to do with dolls, humans and the warped in-betweens.